Borderline

I'm one of those people you can consider fat or skinny based on who I'm being compared to. And I'm sick of it! I just want to be skinny. But I need more self reservation. I always give up and eat food that's bad for me or just over eat in general. I want to be more confident and I think this is the only I way I can be. I don't want to b lazy anymore. So I'm going to try and fast for a few days. To help motivate me I'm going to think about how squishy my stomach is every time before I eat. 10:08 121lbs